Hey guys, It has been awhile since I have updated my blog. I just wanted to say sorry about that, I have been really busy from high school. Well not a lot has been happening since my last video that I have posted with Richa. High school has started though! It's very hard getting used to the schedule and waking up at 5:30 am, but little by little I am getting used to it! It is also hard because I have been going full day and I haven't gone for the full day at school since the beginning of December. That is almost a year ago, thats crazy! I can't believe that I have been a "TUBIE"for almost a year thats crazy! I thank everyone for their support. It's has been a very hard 2012, but I am hoping 2013 will bring me good luck and and easier time. I am not complaining though about how I am feeling. I have gained over 30 pounds and I have grown height wise a lot too! I am currently 91 pounds and 5 feet and three inches!
The second part of my surgery takes place on November 7th. I am although a little nervous about that because I had a pretty bad experience for part one. You can tell me all you want that you don't have to worry about it and that it wont be half as bad, but you didn't go through it and you didn't know how I felt. So, I thank everyone who cares and who says that you will be fine. Yes I will be fine, but on the inside I'll be scared, but it will be fine. I just hope this whole process will be over soon and I can just worry about friends and being a normal teenager and feeling great! Although I am far from normal hahaha!
I definitely hope that high school will be a good experience for me, I have already had some accidents there with my tube and at home also. I have gotten so frustrated at point where I just have a complete melt down, but I just have to keep looking at the bright side of things. I will confess though that I am not hooking up as much as I should. It's just getting annoying and tiring but if I don't I'm going to start loosing weight again and becoming sick, so I'll have to learn the hard way if I don't start getting back on track. Well lets see what 2013 brings I'll update you guys in a little bye!
